Juggling Badgers
It seems so difficult sometimes to define what I do as a doctor.
So difficult to mix science with psychology and money and throw in personal performance with a sprinkling of team effort.
So much easier to talk in ideal terms than in reality…
But we all live in reality.
Some days are tough trying to find that sweet spot of case acceptance and quality performance all so I can lock the doors at the end of the day and get in my car and crank the radio and sing along with some chap who knows nothing of running a dental office.
I wish there was a reverse case acceptance. A place where I say yes, this is an acceptable fee for all the trouble I am going to have to make this happen the right way.
But I feel all hamstrung by the insurance culture of southern California.
Insurance gets in the way of quality dentistry. I am realizing that it actually is ruining in many ways, the doctor patient relationship.
Insurance is ruining the banking industry it seems to me, by insuring toxic loans. The same is happening in patients mouths. Insurance is insuring toxic mouths and the result is a strange transfer of decision making.
The myth is that a disinterested insurance man far away knows better what’s right than the doctor in the room.
Why is that?
Because as an industry we have abused the doctor patient relationship. We over moneyed everything.
Deep inside of me I feel my name, my diagnosis, my word is much more important than how much money I am commanding.
I just have to pay all these bills. I gotta keep the lights on and the staff paid.
Juggling badgers.
It is easy to sway too much in any one direction.
I guess I want to get paid well for a job well done.
I want everyone to get paid well when they do great things. But I don’t want the reason why I do a good job to be because I get paid well.
I want to move into a place of seeing people really get healthy in their mouths, but alas most people have many other economic hurdles to jump and their teeth are not high on the food chain.
But I care about these people, their mouths just the same. So I seek some way to break off a little bit of the darkness so they can see a bit of the light of a healthy mouth.
It just doesn’t appear that way to them. They, of course, see $. They have budgets.
Juggling badgers.
I have this thought that keeps rattling around in my head, that true health reform begins with a proper attitude and direction of the doctor.
I don’t hear about that kind of health reform. Reforming office attitudes. Reaching out to patients and meeting them and seeking to get to their needs.
Instead of trying to place them into some alternate universe called health care, and then get so upset when they don’t get the rules of the road.
Patients don’t know. They come in not knowing and not really caring. The secret is they leave that way too. If it takes months to train a staff member about dentistry, why do I think I can train a unpaid patient in 15 minutes?
But then there are those who seem to abuse the system and run the office in circles.
Juggling badgers.
So this weekend, I am going to walk on the beach, laugh with my family and really enjoy the day drifting by,
Cause on Monday I am going to be once more
Juggling badgers.